Working Hours

IT SEEMS THAT I SHOULD GO TO SLEEP BEFORE 10PM, BECAUSE I JUST FEEL SO TIRED SITTING HERE. PASSIONLESSNESS PROBABLY IS THE MAIN REASON WHY I FEEL TIRED, “LIVE FREE OR DIE HARD”, I CHOOSE LIVE FREE IF I CAN. “I CAN” MEANS I DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT PLACE TO LIVE, FOODS TO EAT AND CLOTHES TO WEAR, THAT’S THE MOST BASIC ELEMENTS OF A “”, I WOULD APPRECIATE SOME ADDITIONAL “BONUSES” OF COUSE, BOOKS, CUBES, NO WOMEN, IT DOESN’T MATTER WHERE TO LIVE, EVEN IN A FORREST, I WILL BE AS GOOD AS THE RICHEST PERSON ON THE PLANET, OR EVEN BETTER.

BUT THE FACT IS THAT I WILL NEVER BE A GUY LIKE THAT, NON OF ANYONE WHO LIVES ON THIS PLANET. BECAUSE WE HAVE SO MUCH TO CARE ABOUT, FIRST AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF COURSE IS YOUR , YOUR FATHER, YOUR MOTHER, AND THE SO CALLED “RESONSIBILITY TO GET MARRY, THEN NEED TO HAVE A CHILD AND RAISE HE/SHE UP”, WHAT A TRADITIONAL THOUGHT! ANOTHER IS THE SO CALLED “SOCIATY RESPONSIBILITY”, AND THAT LIMITES EVERY WORDS YOU SAY, EVERY MOVES YOU MAKE, OTHERS LIKE “ FOR YOUR COUNTRY”, “FOR THE COUNTRY’S FLOURISHING”, ANYTHING! SHOULD BE FREE RIGHT?

ANYWAY, I CAN CHANGE NOTHING, IF YOU SAY SOMETHING, THAT SOMETHING MUST BE ME.

SEE, I’M WRITING ALL THESE CRAPS DURING MY WORKING HOURS AGAIN, I DON’T WANNA DO THAT HOWEVER, BUT WHATELSE I CAN DO?

FORGIVE ME FOR THE ALL CAPITAL-LETTERS WRITING STYLE, IF YOU FEEL NOT GOOD OF READING ALL THESE STUFF, JUST SKIP THAT.

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June 11th

I’m almost forget I’ve ever owned this and always will, seriously, the day since I started my career, seems no longer that important to me, though I need to read mails contracts whatever materials that related to my funtioning, what i’ve learned is just enough. i have to say, that’s the main reason why i didn’t write my for a month and i don’t want to pick up my vocabulary book anymore. Suddenly i realized that this is the begining of the end, the end of my growing, the end of my knowlodge, the end of my .

People just can’t simply satisfied with the currently condition, for me, I’m the person who don’t willing to change, everything, if I have my girl, I bet I won’t change her easily, and that’s me. After two months of working (actually is training), I experienced what i believe the hardest time to live with people, so what? I’m nobody, so there won’t be some so called “mercy”. My defectiveness, my own problem, no one can solve it unless i’m willing to, and that’s me too.

I don’t know why my supervisor leave me in this team, because I got not so many things to do and the relationships with others also not that satisfied, I can get my done, only if I have something to do. I thought about requesting, requsting to transfer to another team, another so called “always busy” team, so that i don’t have to care about relations something like that, all i have to do is to get my done and that is it, when it’s time to off to go, i will leave on time, it’s better if i have to OT, because i can get the extra money. But all these is just what i’m thinking, that doesn’t means i have to implement it. Why not quit after the several days remaining training period if i don’t get what i want or what i need, and that would be a more moral alternative for me.  is a struggle, just like the lyrics of this song, no matter what happened, no matter how things change, just be myself.

By the way, i wrote all these during my mid-day break at the company, hoping you can find no mistakes during your reading, because i didn’t use for a long time…

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May 11 log

I talked about a called Front Page Excluded Categories which can “remove” some posts from my   page, as i’m not running my on my own web hosting, so i contacted kingler, the webmaster of and asked whether he could help to add this , surprisely he agreed and yesterday - 15 days after the request, i actived the named: Advanced Category Excluder, it’s even easier to use than Front Page Excluded Categories, and now i can assure that you will never see some unrelated posts on my page.

Two weeks after being a documentation clerk, i feel a little bit tired, the itself is boring actually: receive from colleague and confirm them on the computer, again and again, but not fast enough and always making mistakes. I think i can get use to that, so don’t worry about me :lol: 

The hope of increase PR has broken again, i don’t know whether or not, i got the penalty from Google, that’s really frustrating…Plz~up to PR4 next time…Amen…

Oh, today is mother’s day, happy mother’s day to mothers all over the world~

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I Got You Babe

I found that just now, which is exactly what i’m looking for for months! The name of this is called: Front Page Excluded Categories, and here’s the introduction:

A basic that excludes posts in one or more categories from appearing on the front page. This is especially useful if you use an automated posting system, like the del.icio.us bookmark posting feature, that updates your regularly. In such a case, you can assign these posts to an excluded category so they don’t appear on the front page, but do appear in a category page.

These all means i can make some posts “disappear” from my page but can still be visited via exact url, cool right? There’re people like me are writing paid posts for their living, then this is the best choice if they’re using WP. But…it’s a little bit difficult for me if i want to use this , because i’m using 72pines service, and i can’t install this by myself…All i can do is to suggest the 72pines team to install this and that might not :sad:

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Finally

It seems that i have a now, almost two months after living here, forgive me for not updating for a while, i just feel that it’s not right to keep posting while i’m still jobless. Thanks for my friends who keep on cheering me up, i can’t say all these are useless, but they do lead me to the positive side of , so many times i thought i might breakdown, they showed me right direction and drive, i’m talking about everybody around me, again, thanks.

There’s still a lot of time till the very day i go to , so i’m planning to go back for a few days. It’s a little bit funny that i’m actually losing my weight, for some that might be good, but for me, that wasn’t very good. So what i’m gonna do, first relax, second increase some weight :razz:

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Life Goes on

The longer i stay here aimlessly, the more confused i feel! “How’s going about your seeking?” is a very popular phrase that i receive from my friends. Some ask is because they are really care about that, care about me, but some are just checking around, see whether you’ve had a or not, if not, they feel happy and if yes, they feel worry and start complaining. What cause this abnormal way of thinking and doing this is that they don’t treat you like a friend, just like some kind of tool, a tool they use only when they needed, in the name of “friend”. The distinction between them is that after i finished reply, some disappear immediately, some keep on sending messages “take it easy, my friend”, and that’s what i realised the true friends.

paypalI start buying cubes since last December after a friend of mine taught me how to play a cube, using $ on my account. But last week, i withdraw all my $ and transfered into my banking account, though it’s a small sum of money, but it really can support my daily expenses, so that i can stay here longer by my own (accommodation free).

Anyway, i’ll continue my seeking here in , as a true friend told me “cheer up!” Oh, i’m almost forget to tell you that i made a great player, songs listed in that player are my favorite (i believe they’re great songs too). Check this out Music Player

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No Place for Me to Go in Guangzhou?

It’s been days for me here in doing my “seeking-job job“, and i never feel so torturing like this before. Lots of resumes were sent out with only one response, it was a try, so i gave myself an excuse of being an interviewee for the first time. Back here after my first interview, i adjusted my self-introduction (never have a way of logical expression before) both in ENG and CHN, and start thinking i can do it better next time. But since then, I’ve got no interview reservation! I don’t get it, why to get an interview reservation is so difficult, or it’s just my problem? or maybe it’s just the time for me to adjust my resume again… is everything, as long as i keep my towards to the positive side of , i think soon i’ll be no more a -less guy :mrgreen: 

I went to school last week, what i have done was just get my clothes packed and a small dorm-mate reunion (one absent because he had his to do in Huizhou), and i got a cold :!:  Whatever, the atmosphere of staying at school was different, the whole school seem so quiet, but actually students were already having classes, there should be some kind of activities like basketball games, but… A friend said that’s the changing of thoughts, we’re growing old…

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The Decision Has Been Made

I’ve been thinking about seeking stuff, it’s really annoying to think about where to go, what to do, what can do. Well I guess I just can take my first step toward my first . Next week, I’ll be in and see whether i can get a here, though i’ve got no and no , probably just wasting the time, but i would feel better if i see “seeking a is a ”.  And i’ll stay with my until i find a , or even if i have a . Whatever, to me.

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Another Boring Spring Festival

The atmosphere of is fading away, coz today is already the lunar calendar 6th January. For me, merely means of course not getting Red Envelops, that’s beyond my age. We’re talking about keep in touch with (in order to *know* each other, hard to imagine right?), so relative visiting become one of the most important activities we have to execute everyday! Then, things happened, some unknown show up and announce themselves as “relative”… Probably i’m still a student (not anymore after June), i think for most of the people who have jobs, means reunion, the only chance to see their members, including their small child.

Actually, i should have finished this post two days ago, because of stuff and makes me re-installed the os twice a day, now i’m still not sure whether the system is ok or not… Finally, the cube-solving time update: 12 times average 49.90 :mrgreen:  PS: 4×4 is a little bit diffcult than 3×3

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For January 2008

DSCF7882Form school to , the weather is getting colder and colder, yeah, i’m talking about January 2008. The most concerned topic for us to discuss recently is the cold weather, heavy has been sweeping the central, eastern and southwestern parts of the country and rain in south, it’s so cold in north that buses and rails can not even , thousands of people were stuck and wouldn’t go to enjoy the most important for Chinese people: the Lunar New Year.

Tragedies happened, and i think, should we blame on our ? I mean, global warming, climate change, all because of human activities, i believe, the next so called “the heaviest in 50 years” would again shows up in 10 years if we continue destorying our .
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I’d been worrying about the result of BECV, and last night, the ’s official website announced the result, and i’ve got myself a C grade, no surprise, no excitement, i don’t know why… Then i sent an email to my teacher, expressed my gratefulness and thank him as a teacher also as a friend for the efforts he made, thanks.

What comforts me is the speed to solve a cube has improved, best time: 45.21s, ten times average: 52.84s. Compare to a month ago “best 1m32s“, really is a great progress. Therefore, i brought a R4 (Rubik’s 4×4×4). See the picture above.

*To Ciney*, i was told that she didn’t pass BECV and i want to say, it mean nothing you can’t pass the test, you’re the best! Cheer up!

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